thoughts lead only to disappointment

there have been so many times today i have been somewhere and wished i had my book with me just so i could jot down what i was thinking...i usually take it everywhere with me...but today i didnt have it...and even if i did i wouldnt have been able to get it out due to the amount of shit i had with me...

anyway-

nothing has been working out of late...im looking forward to the arival of this exhibition...so i can see the final result.

so yeah i was walking through the city today and i realised how many people suck...not that i hadnt realised this before..and i know they probably think that i suck too..and thats fine; ive accepted that...
hmmm...i have no idea where i am going with this or why im even writing this down...

you know what looks stupid...a girl smoking in her uniform...they just dont seem to go together too well for some reason?...

i know there were alot of other things that were quite ground breaking and important to me..
one i cant write here because that would be ridiculous...i may just write that one in my book...just for me.

well i thought you all should see this artist he is amazing...and without any formal art training which i think is even more amazing...they are the real artists!...

Ron Muek-australian born too...which is wonderful.
(little preview above on the right)

go to http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/gallery/2005/12/29/GA2005122900888_index_frames.htm?startat=1 for a better look at his stuff or just go google it...

anyway thats all from my mind for now.

-C-